Muddle(verb)
Busy oneself in an aimless or ineffective way.
Hindi meaning:अस्तव्यस्त कर देना
Synonyms: Scramble, Disorder, Get into a tangle
Antonyms: Fix, Organize
Example: For a number of years I've been muddling in the mire of trying to figure out who and what I am in relation to church. <br><br> After muddling around for a few days, he comes out fully in favor of the government's position and vows to endorse whatever the government proposes in relation to boat people.
Trick to remember: Har taraf se mud me fans jane se main idhar udhar muddle karta raha but usse nikal nahin pa raha tha. 
