Agonizing(adjective)
Causing feelings of great sadness.
Hindi meaning:हृदयविदारक
Synonyms: Heart-Breaking, Distressing, Heart-Rending, Harrowing, Tragic
Antonyms: Uplifting, Comforting, Heartening, Cheering
Example: His final years in hospital were tragicomic and agonizing.
Trick to remember: Agonizing sounds like heart crying which means heart-breaking. 
